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I've hardened my heart so long agao



Or so I thought



I had burried it all until that one moment



In a split second



My long used guard was shattered



And my finalized heart was skattered.







You kept me up at night



Understanding the war inside



That even my tears couldn't soften



Where my hand lay over your heart



Trying to match your beat to mine



To crisscross the calm.







We said good-bye but we couldn't



Look at eachother the same way



How hard it was to swallow the lump inside us



For the uncanny way things dribbled down



To the bottem of the bottle



The lime rotting hard and brown.







We've screamed ourselves to sleep in our heads



Why did we let the battle grow?



It was too late



The blood was already spilt



Growing pugnent...



Knowing that we had to let it go.







I've held your hand and you...



You held my head up when i couldn't function



Without some kind of instruction



We've let it go.







We tried to allow the glow



To suddenly fade as quickly as it grew



It was a baby of clay that day



It was a day we could not feel right



Unable to scream bloody murder



And in torment of the cold.







How could I have let her go so quickly?



She must be dieing without me...



I ...Ihave quenched this thirst for violence against myself



With a lovely flesh so soft and loving



That I could hardly remember to cry



We've had our days and this is real



A life where I slow to feel.